02.21.07

Breathe No More

Posted in Music/Lyrics at 4:22 pm by dearGOD

I’ve been looking in the mirror for so long.,
That I’ve come to believe my souls on the other side.
Oh the little pieces falling, shatter.
Shards of me,
To sharp to put back together.
To small to matter,
But big enough to cut me into so many little pieces.
If I try to touch her,
So I bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe no more.
Take a breath and I try to draw from my spirit’s well.
Yet again you refuse to drink, like a stubborn child.
Lie to me,
Convince me that I’ve been sick forever.
And all of this,
Will make sense when I get better.
I know the difference,
Between myself and my reflection.
I just can’t help but to wonder,
Which of us do you love.
So I bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe now…
Bleed,
I bleed,
And I breathe,
I breathe,
I breathe,
I breathe no more.

01.19.07

it’s not over

Posted in Music/Lyrics at 1:42 am by dearGOD

I was blown away.
What could I say?
It all seemed to make sense.
You’ve taken away everything,
And I can’t deal with that.
I try to see the good in life,
But good things in life are hard to find.
We’ll blow it away, blow it away.
Can we make this something good?
Well, I’ll try to do it right this time around.
Let’s start over.
I’ll try to do it right this time around.
It’s not over.
‘Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you’re the only one.
It’s not over.
Taken all I could take,
And I cannot wait.
We’re wasting too much time
Being strong, holding on.
Can’t let it bring us down.
My life with you means everything,
So I won’t give up that easily.
I’ll blow it away, blow it away.

Can we make this something good?
‘Cause it’s all misunderstood.
Well, I’ll try to do it right this time around.
Let’s start over.
I’ll try to do it right this time around.
It’s not over.
‘Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you’re the only one.
It’s not over.
We can’t let this get away.
Let it out, let it out.
Don’t get caught up in yourself.
Let it out.
Let’s start over.
I’ll try to do it right this time around.
It’s not over.
‘Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,
But you’re the only one.
It’s not over.
Let’s start over.
It’s not over, yeah…
This love is killing me,
But you’re the only one.
It’s not over.

12.24.06

The Way to Begin

Posted in Music/Lyrics at 1:41 am by dearGOD

Dear God
It’s me again down here
Don’t wanna sound incincere
I’m lost
Sometimes you’re so unclear
What can I do?
I’m feeling so far from you
Frustrated
Irritated
Disconnected from it all
The weight of the world
Has pushed me to the wall
(Chorus)
I surrender
To you I’m giving in
Come take me
Save me
I want to start again
I’ll open my broken heart
‘Cause I’ve reached the end
And you are the way to begin
Ohh ohh…ohhh….
I’ve seen a million empty smiles
Living in denial
I don’t wanna live like that

where nothing’s real
I hate how it is to feel
Frustrated
Irritagted
Disconnected from it all
I’m breaking
I’m aching for something beautiful
(Chorus)
All the riches in this world
Couldn’t fill this great big hole (I surrender)
It takes something so much more (I surrender)
Only you can take me
You can make me whole
Its not the end this is the beginning
Its not the end…its not the end…
(Chorus)
(I surrender….I surrender….)
Its not the end this is the beginning

Breath of Heaven

Posted in Music/Lyrics at 1:31 am by dearGOD

I have traveled many moonless nights,
Cold and weary with a babe inside,
And i wonder what i’ve done.
Holy father you have come,
And chosen me now to carry your son.
I am waiting in a silent prayer.
I am frightened by the load i bear.
In a world as cold as stone,
Must i walk this path alone?
Be with me now.
Be with me now.
Breath of heaven,
Hold me together,
Be forever near me,
Breath of heaven.
Breath of heaven,
Lighten my darkness,
Pour over me your holiness,
For you are holy.
Breath of heaven.
Do you wonder as you watch my face,

If a wiser one should have had my place,
But i offer all i am
For the mercy of your plan.
Help me be strong.
Help me be.
Help me.
Breath of heaven,
Hold me together,
Be forever near me,
Breath of heaven.
Breath of heaven,
Lighten my darkness,
Pour over me your holiness,
For you are holy.
Breath of heaven,
Hold me together,
Be forever near me,
Breath of heaven.
Breath of heaven,
Lighten my darkness,
Pour over me your holiness,
For you are holy.
Breath of heaven.
Breath of heaven.
Breath of heaven.

11.20.06

I’m Running Away

Posted in Journaling, Music/Lyrics at 12:13 am by dearGOD

I heard this song Friday night on Ghost Whisperer. As soon as I heard it I fell in love with it. It’s like it’s the thoughts of my soul. I want this song done at my funeral when I die. The band is Midnight Hour. I’m not sure if I have the lyrics completely right, but this is as close as I can tell what it says.

don’t lie and say that it’s okay
it’s alright yeah, there’s nothing more to say

so i’m running away, i’m leaving this place
yeah i’m running away, i’m running away

don’t tell me i’m the one to blame
it’s too late for you to make me stay
no i won’t stay

so i’m running away, i’m leaving this place
yeah i’m running away, i’m running away

faster than you can follow me from this lonely place
farther than you can find me i’m leaving, yeah i’m leaving today

no i’ll never let you find me
i’m leaving you behind with the past, no i won’t look back
and i, i wanna hear your reasons
i wanna hear you tell me why i should stay
and try, try to understand me
try to understand what i say when i say i can’t stay
and i, i’m moving on from this place
leaving and i won’t when i’m running away

now i’m running away, i’m leaving this place
yeah i’m running away, i’m running away

I’ve been thinking a lot lately about what I want done after I die. I most definitely want this song played. I want everyone to think of me finally getting to run away. Imagine me running through an open field while it is starting to storm with my eyes closed and my arms outstretched and my face lifted toward the sky. Imagine me running just like that until finally lightening strikes and then I’ll be gone, away from this place. (If you’ve seen the movie Powder than you’ll get the idea.) And I want everyone to know that I’ve finally ran away and am away from all that makes me sad, away from all that hurts me, away from my broken heart. Imagine me running away, and know that I’m finally free.

And if he is still alive I would like to get my mom’s first husband, Ray, to sing Almost Home. I’ve never felt at home anywhere really. Maybe then I will.

Goodnight Christian and Wally. I love y’all and will always and forever!! No matter what! I hope y’all never forget that.

08.15.06

what’s this life for

Posted in Music/Lyrics at 12:47 am by dearGOD

<FONT face=arial size=2>hurray for a child<BR>that makes it through<BR>if there’s any way<BR>because the answer lies in you<BR>they’re laid to rest<BR>before they know just what to do<BR>their souls are lost<BR>because they could never find<BR>what’s this life for<BR>i see your soul,it’s kind of gray<BR>i see your heart, you look away<BR></FONT>you see my wrist, i know your pain<BR>i know your purpose on your plane<BR>don’t say a last prayer<BR>because you could never find<BR>what’s this life for<BR>but they ain’t here anymore<BR>don’t have to settle the score<BR>’cause we all live<BR>under the reign of one king

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don’t stop dancing

Posted in Music/Lyrics at 12:32 am by dearGOD

<FONT face=arial size=2>At times life is wicked and<BR>I just can’t see the light<BR>A silver lining<BR>Sometimes isn’t enough<BR>To make some<BR>Wrongs seem right<BR>Whatever life brings<BR>I’ve been through everything<BR>And now<BR>I’m on my knees again<BR>But I know I must go on<BR>Although I hurt<BR>I must be strong<BR>Because inside<BR>I know that many<BR>Feel this way<BR><BR>Children don’t stop dancing<BR>Believe you can fly<BR>Away, away<BR><BR>At times life’s unfair and<BR>You know it’s plain to see<BR>Hey God I know<BR>I’m just a dot in this world<BR>Have you forgot about me?<BR>Whatever life brings<BR></FONT>I’ve been through everything<BR>And now<BR>I’m on my knees again<BR><BR>But I know<BR>I must go on<BR>Although I hurt<BR>I must be strong<BR>Because inside<BR>I know that many<BR>Feel this way<BR><BR>Am I hiding<BR>In the shadows?<BR>Forget the pain and<BR>Forget the sorrows<BR><BR>But I know<BR>I must go on<BR>Although I hurt<BR>I must be strong<BR>Because inside<BR>I know that many<BR>Feel this way<BR><BR>Children don’t stop dancing<BR>Believe you can fly<BR>Away, away<BR><BR>Am I hiding<BR>In the shadows?<BR>Are we hiding<BR>In the shadows?<BR><BR>

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08.06.06

People Get Ready, JESUS Is Coming

Posted in Inspirational, Music/Lyrics at 3:04 pm by dearGOD

Lord I’m ready now <br>
I’m waiting for Your triumphant return <br>
You’re coming so soon <br>
This world has nothing for me <br>
I find my peace and joy solely in You <br>
Only in You <br>
I want the world to see that <br>
You’re alive and living well in me <br>
Let me be a part of the harvest <br>
For the days are few <br>
He’s coming soon
<br>
<br>
People get ready Jesus is comin’ <br>
Soon well be going home <br>
People get ready Jesus is coming <br>
To take from the world His own
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<br>
There will be a day <br>
When we will be divided right and left <br>
For those who know Him <br>
And those who do not know <br>
Those who know Him well <br>
Will meet Him in the air <br>
Hallelujah <br>
God is with us <br>
Those who do not know <br>
They will hear "Depart, I knew you not" <br>
For my friends you see <br>
There will be a day when well be counted <br>
So know Him well, know Him well
<br>
<br>
People get ready Jesus is comin’<br>
Soon well be going home <br>
People get ready Jesus is cominG <br>
To take from the world His own <br>
People get ready Jesus is comin’ <br>
Soon well be going home <br>
People get ready Jesus is coming <br>
To take from the world His own
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