I have had an okay day.  I didn’t cry,  I don’t think, and for me that is while silly a HUGE accomplishment.  Actually I have yet to let “her” make me so upset that I do cry since I’ve been back.  And anyone who knows how she really is knows how hard it is to not let her get to ya.

Today I started to get started with checking all of my e-mails, since I didn’t really keep up with them while gone.  I logged onto the first one and it said like 170, not too bad for four weeks.  Then the next was 600 and some, the next 400 and some, and another over 7000!  And only 13 of those spam.  I gave up that idea after checking about five of them haha and have sat here since staring into space.  Well chatting with some friends, listening to music, watching tv, doing a few websites, and reading all while staring into space!

So today this sweet little girl in the wheelchair almost got up and kicked the kajeepers out of someone.  Jessica’s fiancee, Jerry.  He just had to say it.  He saw that I was chatting with a black dude and as he walked away I heard “Manda, what the hell are you doing talking to a n****r?”  Anyone who knows me knows better than to use those stupid racial terms around me and Jes just stood there saying “uh oh, you did it now” to Jerry.  Stupid people make me sick!

I don’t remember if I’ve posted it yet or not but there are a few additions to my family.  Threde teeny, tiny chihuahuas.  They are so sweet!  Their eyes aren’t opened yet but they sure have mastered making sure their mommy, and myself, can hear when they are hungry.

Now I’m bored.  Ugh.  So I guess I’ll shut up for now and go to bed.

Goodnight Christian.  I love you all the way to heaven and back!