I thought that right now I’d for sure be sitting here right now crying my eyes out and wanting to die and I know it’s hard to believe but I’M NOT.   And believe it or not I actually had a pretty good day.  Sure did beat sitting here crying all night last night.  Instead I got to spend the evening with someone who I do believe actually understands me.  Thanks for taking the time to spend the evening witn me, Tony!

Found out this evening that there are five additions to my family of critters.  Christian’s chihuahua had six puppies last night, one died though so that left me with five.  I can’t wait to see them!

So it is now Valentine’s day.  This makes the third Valentine’s day I’ve been without hubby.  It seems like it has been a lifetime ago.  I wonder if he’ll even think of me today.

I miss Christian so much.  I can’t wait to hold him in my arms again.

Welp, good night world.

Goodnight Christian.  I love you all the way to heaven and back!  Happy Valentine’s Day!!  <3